The hypocrisy of love

　　 The hypocrisy of love

　　 Love is false， so only know how to lose。 Once， I lose what I have， once， I paid for my mistake。 Tell me， say I love the hypocrisy， isn't it？ Because the understanding of understanding， so I will be with her elderly not away， though we're far apart， one in Nanjing， one in chengdu。 But， how could it be？

　　 May be lonely， let yourself feel love so weak， I admit， I bother， I am full of affection， I want to have not only a dear。 But reality tells me， the reality is cruel， ideal is nothing。

　　 I have said that I only love you， I love you， but when I left home， the time from Nanjing， but I and others together， in fact， the day you worry is unnecessary， I have no love for her， she and I just talk about the play， not in hand， not a single。

　　 After her while still have these girls， although some of my hand， and even do some thing。 But， I really love you still， I do， is to want to let myself forget you， because I know， you and I are。 Not a stranger……

　　 I don't want to say how much I love you， love， do not need to explain， my own self deception， simply ridiculous， I strive to do， just in order to retain a little face。 In fact， like you said， I think I may not love you so much， because I leave you， I'm still alive。 Now， though I have the so-called female friends， but that's just to let my heart no longer because you and empty， I won't do anything to her， she and I， only feelings like honey。 Actually， I was hoping you could tell me， you also love me， may be I think about it， put the feelings of friends as love is wrong， I was too stubborn， or are you too cold？ (伤感日志文章 www.wenzhangba.com)

　　 You once asked me， read me， or I have changed， or see through。 In fact， each of us is changing， in to mature on the road， because I left home and entered society pace ahead of time， so you will feel I have changed。 I'm not like you， as you did in school carefree learning。 Because of experience， so just know who should now pursue， who later， should have。

　　 I entered the mistakes of the door， take your heart， looking back now， when I graduated， you stay in my school uniforms on the name of the following drew a heart， I ask what you mean when you say a draw play， in order to look good， now in retrospect， I find I really stupid。 Don't know how to draw a heart mean？

　　 I'm too to force you， your friends asked me， she asked me， in addition to agree to be my girlfriend， and other things you do is not in accordance with the men and women friends do？ I was silent， she said may be true， because once you cold， indifferent to me， but when I will leave， but you accompany me， care about me， my girlfriend's supposed to do， you do it all， but I was no good boyfriend to do。

　　 I want to say sorry ~！ But do not know have told you many times， I think， you are tired of listening to， say you will be identified as my hypocrisy， the holiday back， I want to make use of the short time to accompany you well， no longer to BiWen you， accompany you to go shopping with you， accompany you crazy， play， I have plenty of time！ Don't now will you promise me？ I will cherish， cherish with you every second。 Please believe me， OK？ I love the woman： Chen Qi。

　　 Qin Haixi

　　 In January 16， 2015