工作这件事儿

　　2022.5.8.周日 阴转小雨

　　工作这件事儿

　　从小就有这样的观念，好像读了书就能挣到钱走上人生颠峰，寒墙苦读数十载后发现:这是愚昧的假像。有多少人在大城市的打磨下变得乖戾，又有多少人因为故乡容不下灵鬼而在他乡艰难谋生。

　　读书的时候大人给我一种错觉，只要成绩好，将来定有大出息。实践看来，好成绩带给我的成就感在社会的谋生中被无形打磨掉。我在工作这件事上并没有想象得那么简单。太多的社会、人情，职场心理，我都没在读书的时候学会。这也成就了我现在这拙劣的社畜身份。每天为工作疲于奔命为了一生的考试不断补充我缺失的那份功课。

　　一年又一年，在自己不是很喜欢也说不来讨厌的工作中将就。害怕离开熟悉的环境，怕做出改变。这么多年来，我突然发现自己没有经毫抵抗风险的能力。

　　工作应是一个让我成长得更好的一个使命，只可惜我过于平庸，只能随波。但是也不妨我慢慢来。每个人都有自己成长的节奏，也不要太悲观。

　　加油！今日也打卡健身，同时在这难得的周末也看了两部电影:喊山。古董局中局。感悟:能平平凡凡过一生也许也是上天的一种恩赐。所以，珍惜现下，学着热爱工作。加油！

　　2022.5.8. Cloudy to light rain on Sunday

　　The job

　　I have such a concept since I was a child. It seems that I can earn money and reach the peak of my life after finishing studies and books. After decades of hard study， I found that this is a false image of ignorance. How many people become grumpy under the polishing of the big cities， and how many people struggle to make a living in other countries because their hometown can't accommodate their ghosts.

　　When I was reading, adults gave me the illusion that as long as I got good grades, I would make great achievements in the future. In practice, the sense of achievement brought by good grades has been virtually polished off in the social livelihood . I'm not as simple as I thought about my job. I didn't learn too much about society, human relations and workplace psychology when I was studying. This has also contributed to my poor social education status. I am tired of working for every day and constantly supplement my missing homework for the exam of my life.

　　Year after year, in the work that I don't like very much but can't say I hate. Afraid to leave the familiar environment and make changes. Over the years, I suddenly found that I didn't have the ability to resist risks.

　　Work should be a mission to make me grow better, but it's a pity that I'm too mediocre and can only follow the waves. But I might as well take my time. Everyone has their own pace of growth, and don't be too pessimistic.

　　come on. Today I also clocked in for fitness . At the same time, I also saw two movies on this rare weekend: shouting mountain. Antique Bureau of Bureau. Sentiment: being able to live an ordinary life may also be a gift from God. Therefore, cherish the present and learn to love your job. come on,you can do it.