关于爱情

　　关于爱情

　　爱情本就是说不清道不明的东西，只求无畏于行，无愧于心且行且珍惜。于人于己皆是如此。

　　高中毕业到现在近十年了，我不常想起他，但在谈到感情这个事，总莫名联想到他，这么多年了，他仍是我心中放不下的执念，我不会刻意地去想他，毕竟生活总要继续，但我却会有意避开谈感情，因为觉得太累，也许不是他，都会觉得是将就，他也不知道他曾是我的砰然心动，不知道自己是我年少时光里我一个人的兵荒马乱。现在那么多年过去了，即使互联网那么发达，即使有微信和QQ，却依然不敢找他聊天。毕竟我心中的他是那样闪亮耀眼的存在，我又何必令他烦心，成为一个厌弃的人，他又何必让我拖累了呢？彼此相忘于江湖，淡淡的同学情，也是我们两个人美好遇见的记号。喜欢是相互的才好，如果只是单方面，还是不让对方困扰的好。

　　我把我的心事埋藏在心里，而他的音容已开始模糊。在生活面前，我终将是活成了没有爱情的样子。如果两情相悦，请珍惜。如果流水无情，请好好爱自己，加油。

　　The Essence of love is to say the unclear things， just do not fear to do， do not feel guilty and cherish. It’s true for all of us. It’s been almost ten years since I graduated from high school, I don’t think of him a lot, but when it comes to relationships, I always see him in my heart, after all these years, he’s still my obsession, I don’t think of him too much, after all, life goes on, but I will deliberately avoid talking about feelings, because I feel too tired, maybe not him, I will think it is forcing to do with others, he does not know he was my heart, does not know himself was another person’s like mine war and chaos in the young time. Now so many years later, even if the Internet is so developed, even if there are wechat and Qq, but still dare not talk to him. After all, in my heart he is so bright and dazzling existence, why should I bother him, to become a disgusted person, and why he should let me drag him down？ Forget each other in the time's rivers and lakes, light classmates, but also a sign of a beautiful encounter for two of us. Like is mutual ability is good, if only one-sided, you still do not let the other side trouble for good. I kept my thoughts to myself, and his voice began to fade. In the face of life, I will be living without the appearance of love. If two people like each other, please cherish. If there is no the right one, please love yourself, come on.