只是春光如此，却不得见你

　　只是春光如此，却不得见你。

　　有些人充满戾气和恶意，是因为他们从未被人温柔相待过，我相信自己能始终温柔，因力年少时遇到了善良的人。

　　成长最遗憾的部分在于，我们总在最无知的年华遇到最好的人，却不自知。太阳落山，最万一抹余辉留在地面，梧桐树在两侧被风吹得沙沙间，一切都平常，一切都很好，可是那个瞬间，我突然体会到了什么叫“能与人说的都不算孤独。”

　　我很能克制自己的情感，也很擅长忍耐，是那一刻真的觉得自己无法再克制下去了，我发现自己有很那么那么多话想对他说，想告诉他，我想你了。

　　我现在没有那么自卑了，我的生活轻松愉悦。每天都努力让自己变得更好，学习朝语、电子琴，化妆、穿搭，红酒，品位一点点变优秀，我对未来充满期许。我现在很快乐只是很想你，现在的我是最好的我，如果你也还在我身边就好了。

　　只是春光如此，却不得见你。那首《王妃》那首《白月光》足以让在路边散步的自己落泪成殇。那是他走后，第一次因为这件事落泪，因为想他这件事。

　　ut I can’t see you in the spring.

　　ome people are full of anger and malice， because they have never been treated gently， I believe I can always be gentle, because I had met a good person and got the kindness from him when i was young. The most regrettable part of growing up is that we always meet the best people in the most ignorant years, but do not know. When the sun goes down, the last thing we need is a faint afterglow on the ground, the plane trees are blown to the sand on either side, everything is normal, everything is fine, but in that moment, i suddenly realized what it means to be able to say to others is not lonely. I am very good at controlling my emotions, and I am also very good at patience. It was at that moment that I really felt that I could not control myself any more, i find myself having so much wanting to say to him, to tell him that I miss you. I don’t have that low self-esteem anymore. My life is easy. Every day to make myself better, learn Korean, electronic piano, make-up, wear, taste wine. taste a little better, I am full of hope for the future. I am happy now just miss you, now I am the best of me, if you are still in my side. But I can’t see you in the spring. That “Princess”and “White Moonlight”were enough to make me weep as I walked by the side of the road. It was the first time since he left that I cried about it, because of missing.